Today is Wednesday and so far Im doing fantastic! For REALZ! I had to go back to the grocery store last night and I promised the kids a treat if they were good. They all wanted a candy bar so that's what they got...but, I did NOT!! YAY me :)
Last week I had said I was going to stay off the scale until Monday. Well, I stayed off until Sunday and when I got on I was HIGHLY disappointed. It made me want to quit. I hadn't lost a single pound so what was the point?!? Now, I realize that I hadn't given it a 100% but still, I had given it at least 85% and there should've been some loss, right?!?
This week, the scale is my friend! I know everybody says stay off it....it will only discourage you...don't let it take over. I say...whatever! I need that reassurance every day. If I see a loss, it encourages me to keep going. If I don't, it lets me know that I need to step it up. And you know what, Im ok with that! If everybody jumped off a bridge, would I?? LOL!
I am going to see a doctor though. I just called today. I have had some major stomach issues recently (but ongoing for quite awhile actually) I am afraid that could be at least part of my problem. I was looking up some things on web md today and I might possibly have IBS (irritable bowel syndrome) Now, I do NOT like to self diagnose by any means, but I had nearly every single one of the symptoms and have had for quite awhile. Anyway...hopefully we can figure something out. I just feel in my heart something is not 'right'. I am seeing a new (to me) doctor so hopefully she will actually try to figure something out. I feel like the last doc I went to was clueless. He didn't address any of the concerns that I was actually wanting to see him for.
Ok...enough yapping from me!
Peace out <3 p="">
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